Almost my better half- My thoughts are devoted to you right now. I am trying to not think about you, let my thoughts just be. But your eyes and your words are too distracting. I hear the charming words, I see you on top of me as you pinned my arms and tried to tickle… [Read more…]
Turbines in my mind. The words I should have said, but those for which my lips would not part. I have felt these gates before, but they are years removed. Now multiple variations of these words dance in my mind. And I wonder if your day will be as plagued as mine—your mind taking pit… [Read more…]
24 hours later. On the couch where his eyes could not meet mine. Where his voice was lost. The couch I walked away from . . I thought I would never look back. A conversation, a teaching of my needs and here we are again. The break up, deleted. You open champagne. A gift you… [Read more…]
Someone help. I lie here and there is a deep-seeded longing coupled with a confusion. Wondering what I really want . . . My ex, my bestest friend in the whole world, I, the “love of his life,” wrote to me a month ago, “stop looking and you will find.” I denied my looking. I… [Read more…]
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