If only you knew the thoughts I think of you. As we run, your steps behind me, my uncle’s words scroll through my mind. How much you awoke me? No one has affected me as you did. And you have no clue. Newly single. My S. I filed my feelings for you many months ago.… [Read more…]
June 16, 2009
There is so much noise, it is silent. My mind is blank or is it everywhere? Currents of thoughts against a sea of nothing. Perhaps I am lost in the many days that pass. The sun’s risings each morning are becoming a blur and I, am no longer capturing them. A return to dormant behaviors. And… [Read more…]
May 18, 2009
I hesitate to write for I wish I could pen a fairytale. This does have the makings, but I pulse the brakes. Create a million stops, hoping I will catch up–but so many miles lie between your emotions and mine. . . . I am not sure what it is I have learned, but I… [Read more…]
May 1, 2009
I saw you as I left the gym last night. You were on the phone and nodded to me and kissed me on the cheek as if we were acquaintances. My intuition sensed a wall and one not of a man trying to create a distance. Perhaps, my ego chose what I sensed, but it… [Read more…]
April 5, 2009
Almost my better half- My thoughts are devoted to you right now. I am trying to not think about you, let my thoughts just be. But your eyes and your words are too distracting. I hear the charming words, I see you on top of me as you pinned my arms and tried to tickle… [Read more…]
April 3, 2009
As I walked to my car, I sat, forehead in my hands, the door ajar. The rearview mirror reflected a glimpse of hollow eyes. Dry. Eyes that longed to be wet. Once again, there were no tears to be found—it seems these days there never are. As I drove over the bridge I asked for… [Read more…]
March 31, 2009
Turbines in my mind. The words I should have said, but those for which my lips would not part. I have felt these gates before, but they are years removed. Now multiple variations of these words dance in my mind. And I wonder if your day will be as plagued as mine—your mind taking pit… [Read more…]
March 9, 2009
He knows my beauty marks. He touches them. He stares at me intently. Captivated and engaged. His eyes pierce mine. And his ears listen–to words shared and to those left unsaid. He is honest, brilliant and ambitious. Not to mention stunningly handsome. He is complete with values and goals. Many aligned with mine. He is… [Read more…]
March 2, 2009
Recent weeks have been marked by many moments with new men. Moments that I enjoy. Attraction both physically and mentally. However, none were the precipice of a relationship. I started to enjoy the varied cast and believed that perhaps, I am too self-involved to warrant anything more. But, then I met him. S.
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